How Have I Been?

Hi! I know it's been a loooong time since I didn't post anything here. I had this post as a draft many times because I couldn't finish it at one time wkwk. I did really a vacuum in Senior High School. I don't know why, I couldn't get inspiration to write. I just want you to know that I was graduated from Senior High School 1 Sumenep. I got a bunch of experience there that I can't mention one by one. It was such a moment of being "labil" and "alay" hahaha (and I think I'm still like that). All the crazy things of being a junior student until I became a senior. Many people says that we will have wonderful and unforgettable memories in Senior High School. Yes, I can feel it. I find myself.. emm I don't know what to say, I mean like I'm not shy or afraid to speak up or do something wrong. I'm free to do what I like so nobody can't judge me. I find my truly bestfriends who will always support and care for me. When I was in the first grade, I was in a bad situation. I never came on time to school, seldom did my homeworks, and always got really bad scores in test so it absolutely made me get low rank. You can say I was a naughty girl hahaha. Next, second grade, I started to find my spirit. You know why? I felt so ashamed when I couldn't answer all the questions in my biology test because I was very lazy to study. I got a really really bad score while almost all of my classmates got good scores. After that, I thought that if I can't change myself, the world will not support me. So, I tried to be a diligent student. At least, I had read few of lesson materials before I got to school. Day by day, my life became brighter and I didn't really want to leave that time. I really enjoyed every single days with my friends at school. The most unforgettable moment is when my friends and I had a project film, entitled "Empat Sekawan". Of course I'm not the actress but all students in my class had to be involved and had a role though they were only the ones who brought the clapperboard hahaha. I really love that short film! It tells a reality in my class. There is a group of boy that known as bad boys, have many problems with teachers, never do assignments but their friendship is strong, they become successful and then get married. It took several weeks, exhausted but it worth it! I thank my friends so much who had worked hard for the art project (morning-night students hahaha). Unfortunately, I couldn't really join all the scenes because of my parents' permission. Time flew so fast. I could not believe that I became a senior. Yeah, it was a time for me had to be more focus in studying-mmm it's about preparation for my next education. However, I couldn't avoid that life is not about always and always study that can make you feel stressed. Don't expect too much on getting best scores. Sometimes if you do, you will find ways to reach it even it's bad way-I mean 'cheating' ehehe. Finally, students of 3rd grade had to attend a farewell party in May 2016. And I think, this event was slightly dramatic hehehe sorry. After this event, my friends and I started to prepare for college. We go to different places, are separated by distance. We know it's gonna be hard for having meet up. But that's it, we need to reach our dreams. A year has been passed, I miss my friends so badly but I can't even meet all of them. Hope you are all happy and safe, my friends!


So, what's the point of this writing? HAHAHA.

I'm pretty sorry, actually I just want to memorize these moments by posting this✌hehe. Much love xxx